rebirthing : Dancing with the Devil


“I’ve had a lot of lives - like my cat, I’m on my ninth life.”
Demi Lovato’s explosive documentary series comes to a close with revelations about her broken engagement, her return to the studio, and exploration of moderation sobriety as she attempts to let go of her past and moves ahead living her truth.

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Director: Michael D. Ratner
Executive Producers: Michael D. Ratner, Scott Ratner, Scooter Braun, Allison Kaye, Scott Manson, Kfir Goldberg, Miranda Sherman, Andy Mininger

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  • Clumsy Warrior
    Clumsy Warrior6 godzin temu

    I'm just saying since she's stating that she is queen, I'll be her queen girlfriend in real life I'm not scared lol

  • Helen Geovanna
    Helen Geovanna10 godzin temu

    You are very strong Dami!!!

  • chantelle fairbanks
    chantelle fairbanks11 godzin temu

    Its sad how I didn't really see her fully smile like she did when she was telling everyone she was engaged! But I feel that pain.its hard losing someone you love and you have to mourn your love! I've always been a fan of her & I hope she can find happiness with herself cuz she can't love no one truly until she loves herself first

  • Amanda Eck
    Amanda Eck12 godzin temu

    I’m so glad we’ve grown as a culture to understand that a woman shaving their head is completely normal/fine!! #freebritney

  • Adam Devereaux
    Adam Devereaux12 godzin temu

    I'm EXTREMELY happy for her and I hope she continues to take care of herself for herself. I do want to say, people WERE talkin' about what was goin' on. MANY Black artists and other artists of color. So her statement on dat feels shortsighted and ignorant.

  • TJ Rhea
    TJ Rhea19 godzin temu

    I hope we get more episodes

  • perdantos
    perdantosDzień temu

    Demi la mejor! un abrazo de Puerto Rico

  • mint suga
    mint sugaDzień temu

    agree with all the comments about elton john. he was the realest and she needs someone like that to tell her when enough is enough.

  • Courtney Anderson
    Courtney AndersonDzień temu

    Listen to Elton John

  • Jade Marmalade
    Jade MarmaladeDzień temu

    Personally, I think Sir Elton is the only “completely” honest person in this whole documentary.

  • Grazielli Melo
    Grazielli MeloDzień temu

    Espero que ela encontre a força que precisa, que veja o quanto sua vida é importante e que tenha sempre pessoas verdadeiras e amorosas ao seu redor

  • Marija B
    Marija BDzień temu

    🥺 “It’s not my fault, I have no control. UwU feel bad for me. I don’t want to take accountability.”

  • Nika R.
    Nika R.2 dni temu

    Wait. A watermelon cake?!? 🤔

  • Brandy Boggs
    Brandy Boggs2 dni temu

    why is no one talking about how absolutely amazing she looks with that hair cut

  • Kay War Face
    Kay War Face2 dni temu

    Ummm Christina Aguilera is 40????? Where!???

  • Rebeca
    Rebeca2 dni temu

    I can't with her mom 😩😑

  • Rebeca
    Rebeca2 dni temu

    Elton is the only honest person. Demi listen to him please!

  • Laurence Missa
    Laurence Missa2 dni temu

    I really do hope she gets the help she needs so she can deal with what make her feel she can't live without (weed, alcohol)

  • tatiana watt
    tatiana watt2 dni temu

    Drinking in moderation when your already an alcholic isnt moderation. Its justifacation. I tried for a really long time to say i know when im at my limit, but its the change in my thinking when i feel warm and fuzzy. But weed can be beneficial to quitting hard drugs. 3 years this october. I love that demi is so open in her journey though

  • Alie Patchik
    Alie Patchik2 dni temu

    I completely understand people who are concerned about her recovery and the way she is going about it. As an addict myself who was painfully enough doing the same things and painfully enough in the hospital a little after her, I have actually been doing moderation treatment for the same amount of time with zero problems. I do still drink on occasion and I smoke weed regularly. And I live a happy and balanced life. There is a lot of judgment on here from people who haven't been where she is.

  • mon f22
    mon f222 dni temu

    Only 4episodes?

  • Glynda Townsel
    Glynda Townsel2 dni temu

    Demi is so beautiful 😍 im so glad she finally feels free and that she can use her voice to help not only herself but others.

  • Shannie
    Shannie2 dni temu

    Whens the next episodes coming out?????

  • Ben Stell
    Ben Stell2 dni temu

    Proud of you, queen!

  • Katherine Gibson
    Katherine Gibson2 dni temu

    Elton speaking the truth. Gotta love him.

  • Nevaeh Cannon
    Nevaeh Cannon3 dni temu

    I love Demi so much but I’m kind of concerned about the moderation thing with drinking because in the last episodes she said she picked up red wine, and decided to drink then she went off the Handel. I just hope she can work through this problem.

  • cann. fx
    cann. fx3 dni temu


  • trentmcjiivers
    trentmcjiivers3 dni temu

    She says moderation will work but also that she’s a black and white thinker. That’s a bit of a contradiction and it’s a little concerning. I hope she proves me wrong but I don’t think “California sober” will work out in the long run.

  • Boom Bang
    Boom Bang3 dni temu

    Something for sure she ain't queer or gay I feel like she is just confused u know. Definitely not that.

  • Mike Moffett
    Mike Moffett3 dni temu

    The hair cut was powerful 💕

  • Waleska Ortiz
    Waleska Ortiz3 dni temu

    I am changing my opinion about Demi Lovato. Demi: Just stop with the self-pity and"introspection" and accept your reality: you want to continue using drugs and be accepted as a non-sober person. Don't play yourself, your family, and your loyal fans!! Moderation does not work and YOU know that! Your life is full of enablers and YOU know that! This documentary is just a "public relations stunt" and YOU know that! Be real, be honest, grow up and be sober! I'm praying for you 🙏 I wish you luck!!!

  • Maria izadora
    Maria izadora3 dni temu

    MEU DEUS, eu arrepiei do início ao fim que emocionante ela compartilhar com nós esse momento vulnerável. Sinto que isso faz ela ser mais foda do que eu já imaginava que era ela muito obrigado por passar tanta força e nos mostrar que tbem devemos amar nossas vulnerabilidades 💗

  • specialtramp
    specialtramp3 dni temu

    Everyone just repeating "moderation doesn't work" - what's *your plan for keeping Demi alive without 24/7 supervision? If she can't stop drinking without literally being monitored 24/7 by staff then she's not ready and THAT'S a scenario for OD. Having others responsible for her sobriety is not a solution, as everything that's happened shows. You can't change your behavior if you're lying to everyone and yourself. Respectfully, I feel like everyone should focus on honesty not abstinence. Peace.

  • Indi n
    Indi n3 dni temu

    i will always respect her

  • Lee
    Lee4 dni temu

    So now she’s gay?? She’s so all over the place but hope she stays sober now that she’s denying Christ geeze!

  • Tink Ie
    Tink Ie4 dni temu

    elton said it best

  • Tink Ie
    Tink Ie4 dni temu

    yu need to divorce

  • Antonella Fellini
    Antonella Fellini4 dni temu

    She has an amazing voice. I wish her the best in life. She deserves health and happiness. May she have the courage to accept the things she cannot change, the strength to change the things she can and the wisdom to know the difference🙏💕

  • G5. Madison
    G5. Madison4 dni temu

    don't be or do i'm the new rolemodel route. that's that disney crap

  • Lisseth Martinez
    Lisseth Martinez4 dni temu

    I’m so confused, so she was never bipolar?

  • Wendy Massih
    Wendy Massih4 dni temu

    The devil is her addictive traits not a specific drug and it doesn't come across that they get that

  • Winslow Steele
    Winslow Steele4 dni temu

  • Shalom Wayne
    Shalom Wayne4 dni temu

    TROLOGY;Don't worry DEMI...,we all go through some tough problems sometimes,but everything is gonna be alright sweetheart;)

  • Heaven Moore
    Heaven Moore4 dni temu

    Demi got this 😁💪🏽

  • Carolina Lozano Coronel
    Carolina Lozano Coronel4 dni temu

    And the oder chapter

  • Adena Faith
    Adena Faith4 dni temu

    I'm proud of you 💖

  • Nick LeBlanc
    Nick LeBlanc4 dni temu

    As a recovered addict that has stumbled over the years. I have adopted a similar moderation technique YEARS ago. And have remained 100% off ANY and ALL hard drugs. The occasional joint or drink has allowed the edge to be cut down. As a result the urge and itch to use is far pess powerful and much easier to manage. Open and vulnerability is ABSOLUTELY key to sobriety. You are a true inspiration to SO many addict Demi. Thank you for being so courageous and publicly sharing your Journey.

  • Jib Bondoc
    Jib Bondoc4 dni temu

    The end part of her message was scary laughed..

  • Fighters de Xtina
    Fighters de Xtina4 dni temu

    I love you

  • black widow
    black widow5 dni temu

    i definitely understand why moderation would be appealing because i'm the same way about things i like to have options and i don't like limiting myself even if i wouldn't do those things anyways i just want the option because that's my mentality idk but i hope it turns out well for her

  • Stephanie SSulzman
    Stephanie SSulzman5 dni temu

    She's human, fighting the flesh. She's REAL you guys! There are so many haters in the world that kick people around when they're down, but those haters haven't walked the same steps behind the ones they judge. Remember "behind every big fancy house you see, lies a story in between" Just discovered this beautiful singer through her recent song "dancing with the devil" now after seeing this doc, SPEAKS VOLUMES ON HER CHARACTER

  • Sonya Luv
    Sonya Luv5 dni temu

    Instead of taking away what she has been thru and how she is growing people worried about who got more credit .. Bravo demi

  • Alex Tuqui
    Alex Tuqui5 dni temu

    Es un documental triste pero hermoso de ver todo el proceso por lo que tuvo que pasar Demi, y me sorprendió ver como conto toda su historia de la manera real que no debió ser fácil hacerlo, bello documental me encanto

  • Danielle Farrelly
    Danielle Farrelly5 dni temu

    The fact that christina opens the documentary by saying Demi has an honest soul is such bullshit. The last two episodes just stated that demi was constantly lying about her state of mind and her addiction and was able to manipulate everyone, wtf??

  • Dash120z


    14 godzin temu

    Xtina means Demi is honest as an artist as for the person that's another story..

  • Anna G

    Anna G

    Dzień temu

    When she made her second documentary, Demi started it off with "in my first one I was lying the whole time, I was not sober". She might be honest in other aspects, but when it comes to her addiction both in her public and private life she is not honest at all. And I understand why, of course spirlling will make her do that and getting deeper into the addiction. Still, addiction is a disease. She might have an honest soul, but the addiction corrupts it and makes her manipulative and a liar. I am not a fan of her, but a person isn't just their addiction in most cases. I agreed with you at first glance, but then all the instances that are public and most famous of her lying is in regards to her addiction, so I guess it is more complicated than that.

  • Anne Carvalho
    Anne Carvalho5 dni temu

    olhando pra demi com completamente outros olhos, a mulher é foda! virando fã de novo, não tem como não admirar

  • ferlayjas
    ferlayjas5 dni temu

    What a car crash of a human being. Sad to say it but no way she’ll be around in 10 years time.

  • Caitlin Riley
    Caitlin Riley5 dni temu

    As a licensed social worker who works with people with mental health and substance use disorders, I am SO proud of you, Demi! Getting the vivitrol injection is SUCH a great, important step in your progress and journey. YOU should be so proud of you! Everything that you have overcome, and continue to persevere through, it's a breath of fresh air when my caseload is struggling so much. Congratulations on all you have accomplished!! Keep going!

  • Nervesia
    Nervesia5 dni temu

    so she is basically gay ? or pretty much just getting to know this part of her ? YAY ! She is one of us

  • Kinga K
    Kinga K5 dni temu

    I just see Amy Winehouse here. Singing about rehab and then falling again to death

  • Dj.DEB.USA,007 JusticeAngels
    Dj.DEB.USA,007 JusticeAngels5 dni temu


  • Tim Richard
    Tim Richard6 dni temu

    I love you Demi Lovato.... You are gonna be the best you some day... It just takes one day at a time to reach that goal in life.. So just take it day by day... I will always be your fan from the dark days to the great days of your life. And i will always love you.

  • Katie Rowe
    Katie Rowe6 dni temu

    I am so proud of you bby know that you are so loved in this world. We always got your back angel. I love you so much. Always stay strong my love.😭😭❤️❤️

  • Amanda Bober
    Amanda Bober6 dni temu

    "i love how gay your house is

  • Jacquelynne Denna
    Jacquelynne Denna6 dni temu

    Please don't think moderation is going to work Please

  • Mary Martin
    Mary Martin6 dni temu

    I loved the previous episodes but this one honestly made me so annoyed and angry. Moderation does NOT work with addiction, no matter who you are. I hope she’s doing okay.

  • 1BabyGirl23
    1BabyGirl236 dni temu

    Yes babe!! Do you boo boo 😘 you look amazing with your new hair cut btw!! Smoking this joint on yo behave 😊 💨

  • Cecilia Cantalejo
    Cecilia Cantalejo6 dni temu

    She is such a strong persons, and she seems happier than ever. You can do this Demi! ❤️

  • 1BabyGirl23
    1BabyGirl236 dni temu

    Yes babe!! Do you boo boo 😘 you look amazing with your new hair cut btw!! Smoking this joint on yo behave 😊 💨

  • Lavinia Zgid
    Lavinia Zgid6 dni temu

    Her laugh at the end is the best😂❤ she sounds like someone i know... a berliner original😅

  • Evelyn S.R
    Evelyn S.R6 dni temu

    Demi if you ever choose to read this we love you and I hope you surround yourself with professionals who are experienced with recovery and addiction who are there to solely help you with your sobriety. It makes me nervous when you said that in 2018 (shown in the doc) you let substances back in to find balance like alcohol but ended up relapsing a couple years later and after almost dying from your overdose you are saying the same thing now but with a different substance. Please please please let professionals help who place you and your sobriety first! We love you, you are amazing and I hope everything works out!

  • Rama Muhamad Alfarizki
    Rama Muhamad Alfarizki6 dni temu

    Semangat demi, love from indonesia :)))

  • Fries and Ice
    Fries and Ice6 dni temu

    Wooow🤩🤩 soo beautiful human being

  • Tori Black
    Tori Black6 dni temu

    All that and she’s still dancing with the devil

  • Tori Black
    Tori Black6 dni temu

    Drinking in moderation... “I never had bipolar I just had to grow the f*** up” ... EXCUSE ME MS LOVATO??

  • Moon Child
    Moon Child7 dni temu


  • Sarah Paganoo
    Sarah Paganoo7 dni temu

    She just released a song talking about how trying to do it in moderation is dancing with the devil and now she’s saying it’s okaayyy?! GIRL WHAT

  • Jannet Guevara
    Jannet Guevara7 dni temu

    Wait. This is the last episode? Wasnt it suppose to be 6 episodes?

  • Prississippi
    Prississippi7 dni temu

    OMG! I like Demi but I feel like she is in denial and unfortunately, surrounded by a bunch of "yes men" who are enablers. I'm so scared for her!

  • Joy Wilday
    Joy Wilday7 dni temu

    Girl needs to realize happiness for her won't be found in hollywood. She needs to walk away from the fame crap and live a real life. Seeing her act like a mental nutcase over the frozen yogurt stuff, she is in her own mind and world and needs to live for real away from all of that.

  • Becky H.
    Becky H.7 dni temu

    “ I wish I could get some relief from weed or something” .... if you still think of it as a cure to your problems you shouldn’t be doing it. Of course after a little relief you’ll want a big relief. She needs a therapist around a neutral person who calls her out on her addictive behavior. She was sober a year and dated and almost married a guy in 6 months saying he gives her a reason to like herself. You’re getting high off a relationship girl...

  • Maria Eduarda Matos
    Maria Eduarda Matos7 dni temu

    Ox vei cadê o resto

  • Tobi Ade
    Tobi Ade7 dni temu

    Beautiful piece Don’t want to say too much but I’m genuinely happy for you and I trust you too and I’ll always put you in my prayers

  • Montana Schulatz
    Montana Schulatz7 dni temu

    She just seems so happy now that she realizes she is allowed to be whoever's and whatever she wants

  • Ashlee Hero
    Ashlee Hero7 dni temu

    Sobriety isn’t a one size fits all thing... some opioid addicts need methadone or suboxone, some can go stone cold sober. Some coke addicts need add adhd meds to maintain. Just like every addiction isn’t based on the same reasons and every addict isn’t addicted just like the other. I just hope she finds what works for her that keeps her healthy and happy. And someday I plan to take her on a date. Lol 😂

  • Clare Sherman

    Clare Sherman

    7 dni temu

    Yes, but who decides what “moderation” means?

  • Loveless Angel
    Loveless Angel7 dni temu


  • Shelby
    Shelby7 dni temu

    She's not "finding balance" she's found professionals she can pay off to condone her drinking and smoking weed. That's it. Money can buy anything. Just look at any trial. The prosecutor will find scientific "experts" to say one thing and the defense will find "experts" to say something completely opposite. It's a joke.

  • Shelby
    Shelby7 dni temu

    I've lost all respect for this entitled "the world revolves around me" women. She's clearly been surrounded by "yes" people for far to long.

  • Beatriz Cabral
    Beatriz Cabral7 dni temu

    is this the last episode?

  • Iziq Staten
    Iziq Staten7 dni temu

    hi demi

  • Naf Nouf
    Naf Nouf7 dni temu

    Jordan saved her life, she was more reactive than the heath ledger staff

  • Taylor
    Taylor7 dni temu

    Moderation babe....:/ no. Moderation doesn’t work out for addicts.

  • Leelagyyfv. cvcbz Nunez
    Leelagyyfv. cvcbz Nunez8 dni temu


  • Ambzer Ambzer
    Ambzer Ambzer8 dni temu

    This is really not the point of anything but I feel like Demi could’ve donated her hair, since she had a lot cut off

  • Ambzer Ambzer
    Ambzer Ambzer8 dni temu

    The thing I’m actually proud of the most is her calling of her engagement when she knew she didn’t want to be with him anymore. And that’s the point of an engagement, many people rush into marriage and don’t have a trial of actually being engaged and getting to know their partners. I’m just glad she figured out what she didn’t want BEFORE getting married

  • Myers Tyler
    Myers Tyler8 dni temu

    I think most of us who had to kick hard drugs are all California Sober

  • yenfief slame
    yenfief slame8 dni temu

    best thing ive watched, thanks for this demi, we love you

  • Brittany Boos
    Brittany Boos8 dni temu

    Does it make you feel like a big person by trying to take down a small business?

  • Victoria Gomez
    Victoria Gomez8 dni temu

    Y’all should watch psychology in Seattle’s reaction to this

  • Nohemy Mendez
    Nohemy Mendez8 dni temu

    I honestly think most might be aware what's really happening here. At the end of the day, if she's not ready to fully commit to sobriety, there's no really helping her. Also, I think Demi, this time, is at least trying to he upfront with everyone around her about what she's doing it rather than giving in into what everyone else wants her to do, which is what led her to the lying and not seeking help when she needed. If she's being truly honest with herself and her family and friends, I think it may really work out for her. But in the end, its her decision and hers alone. If it doesn't work out, at least its not going to be a shock to the people around her. Nothing people tell her is going to change her mind about what she truly wants to do. I think that's also why no one is confronting her about it. She has to make the realization herself. I wish for it to workout for her though. She's so young and talented.

  • Sarah Rice
    Sarah Rice8 dni temu

    I swear we're the same person. Different addictions/struggles but legit I feel like you are a soul sista that I truly would feel a loss if you weren't in this world. Your music, your story, and your soul is such a gift Demi. Don't let the lies of the devil tell you different.